The intention of this blog is to keep record of my thoughts, ideas, songs, poems, letters and experiences: this is my chosen way of expressing myself. I tend to write letters to others, even when I know they will never read them. If anybody ever reads it, I hope you find inspiration, motivation, entertainment, distraction or comfort through these words. I write for me, 4 Susana, for my journey, for my sake. It's a long process, that of finding yourself. For me, for you, for all, Love always.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Advice
I always say it's great to live life with no regrets... or at least to not dwell on the mistakes you've done... but, when it comes to what you did to me... I'm afraid to tell you but you won't be able to help it. You will regret it forever, and sooner or later you're gonna find yourself dwelling on it to the point you're gonna want to cry, and you probably will... the difference is this time it's not gonna be so I can see you and forgive you... it's just gonna be you... all by yourself. Then you're gonna try to contact me, and I just won't be here. So yeah, live life with no regrets! Unless it's about what you've done to me... cause there's no way around it baby. LOL. What goes around comes around, I can testify to that... C:
Some might say it was my fault... I gave myself, I fell too easily, I put myself in that situation. The reality is... I chose to share a part of me with you... I took a risk... I gave it a chance... I tried to make it work... I was in it for love. I was in it for something more than you could ever understand. I am passionate, but I am also compassionate. I am a free spirit, but I also have a good spirit. I am affectionate, but I am also a sucker for love and romance. I know what I want... You had no idea what it was. I am more than meets the eye, and perhaps I didn't let you see it because deep down I knew you were like the rest. It's okay... Everything does happen for a reason, and I am and will always be a firm believer of that phrase. I know there's something bigger and better in store for me in the future... so I must say "thank you," for not staying in my life long enough for me to feel like I wasted so much time... Thank you for having shown your character early enough for me to know that it was indeed the right time to move on. It is just perfect.
I can see the sky clearing up for me... the sunshine brightly coming down on this beautiful smiley face of mine. I can feel excitement in my soul for what's next to come. I know I create my destiny, I know I have to power and control I need to find my happiness and build upon my prosperous fate.
A good friend once told me to tell you... to tell all of you...
Take a good look at me.... think of who I am... and know the kind of woman you let go of because of your stupidity and ignorance. Look at me one last time and know that I will never be yours, ever again
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