The intention of this blog is to keep record of my thoughts, ideas, songs, poems, letters and experiences: this is my chosen way of expressing myself. I tend to write letters to others, even when I know they will never read them. If anybody ever reads it, I hope you find inspiration, motivation, entertainment, distraction or comfort through these words. I write for me, 4 Susana, for my journey, for my sake. It's a long process, that of finding yourself. For me, for you, for all, Love always.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sublime
Not at a lot of people you'll come accross in life will have the power, gift or priviledge of making you experience so many different emotions in such a short period of time. If you ever meet one who will touch your heart in such a way that you cry without restrain, knowing that you are safe and you can open up to them... that's a person you want to cherish and keep in your life forever. More so if in a matter of minutes, they can make you travel from a joyful emotional state of mind to an excitement state... where you literally feel your blood flowing fast through your body, through every limb, making you crave his very existance close to yours; making you want to take off running so fast, or scream at the top of your lungs. Or feel that knot on your throat like you won't be able to articulate even the simplest words to tell him how much he means to you. The one responsible for that kind of energy you feel, like adrenaline, or an overdose of endorphins just taking you out of this world in a state of bliss. To then land... -no, I mean- crash, into a state of peace and calmness... sublime. Isn't this the kind of best friend, lover, and companion you'd want to hold on to forever? Yes. Yes indeed. The one who surpasses all your expectations... the one you know you don't have to be too careful with... because you know his character, you know the essence of his soul, and the kindness in his heart. The one who you can trust unconditionally because he is your family, your home, your safe haven; and you know that for a fact. He wants the best for you and he could never hurt you. Not only can you trust him, but to top things off... you realize that you mean to him just as much as he means to you. He cares for you, as you care for him. He craves you, just as much as you crave for him. It's unimaginable... even these lines don't do justice to the sentiment. I can only imagine the places he could take me to, for I have seen a preview of what he's capable of. I am just in awe, when I think of him, and his hands, and his lips and his... everything. I am in shock to realize he wants to be with me, he wants to stay with me and walk along with me. This is crazy... I never thought I'd find someone in the same wavelength. Is this real? It must be, because dreams or illusions don't last this long and they don't have the 'feet and legs' to run this fast. This is just the beginning... and it scares me to think that I have seen nothing yet... Can I survive a higher dose of this? This is just too good... too perfect. But... bring it on baby 'cause I've been waiting!

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