Avalanche

When you finally think you're fine and all of a sudden a memory pops out of nowhere and hits you hard like a snowball to the face and then again that little snowball gathers all the other countless memories and every moment starts coming back to your awareness and next think you know it's a fuckin avalanche from hell coming down and knocking you down below the cold sharp ice and as you roll down into the abyss of hurt you feel it cutting you deeper than before because you realize now that that's all you got, fuckin memories, no more moments, no more kisses, no more time together... So you roll down and surrender yourself to the painful death of your very own preconscious... And you hate him more for breaking you, and you hate yourself even more for remembering...   Someone slap me.