A Lil Something

Written February 19, 2009

(a lil thing to rap, lol)

You settled for less, you walked out of the race,

You realized I’m a mess and walked out in my face.

And you might think you were right to give up on us so fast,

since I failed to decide to bring you into my path.

But you seem to forget that although I am confused

There is something I feel, something strong and so pure.

In the past I’ve been hurt, trusting guys I refuse,

When I open my heart, I end up being used.

Baby now that you left, I just want you to know,

that you being with her, baby that’s just so wrong!

I try not to judge you,  not do dwell or to cry, 

But at night I can’t help it, what she now has was mine.

I am trying to fix things, trying to clear off my mind,

Hoping to kill my demons and bring you back in my life.

But my fight is so difficult; I doubt you’ll understand,

All the things that I’ve been through, baby got me so stressed.

I'll learn not to care,  to move on I'm prepared,

'Cause a the end of the day, you’ll know we can’t be compared.

You turned out to be weak,  not the kind of man I need.

What you have with her is so lame, way off to what you and I could’ve been