Saturday, February 28, 2009

Temerosa

Una rafaga de inspiracion se interrumpe
Con el eco de voces rancias y vacias
Nada la salva mas que el tibio recuerdo
De un furtivo momento de alegria.
Escasos fueron tus profundos besos
Pero saciada como nunca me sentia
Tenerte enfrente, flaco, alto y atractivo
Jugando a que ya te conocia.
Me alejo ahora de nuestra historieta
Temerosa de perderme en la ironia
De caer de nuevo en ese abismo frio
Que con esfuerzo y mucho tiempo ya cubria.
Leo tus letras y me nace una sonrisa
Dudo de mis pasos, pero no te alejo
Sigo quieta, firme, adormecida
Insegura como siempre, pero como nunca enternecida.
Albergo el deseo que tu seas el de mis suenos
Que resaltes entre todos como esa blanca rosa
Que se posa sola y diferente
Entre el ramo de once bellas rosas rojas.
Si obstinare el destino en enrredarnos
Tratare de rendir mi resistencia
Al misterio limpio del burlon futuro
Viajando de tu mano, sin indiferencia

Thursday, February 19, 2009

A Lil Something

Written February 19, 2009
(a lil thing to rap, lol)





You settled for less, you walked out of the race,


You realized I’m a mess and walked out in my face.


And you might think you were right to give up on us so fast,


since I failed to decide to bring you into my path.


But you seem to forget that although I am confused


There is something I feel, something strong and so pure.


In the past I’ve been hurt, trusting guys I refuse,


When I open my heart, I end up being used.




Baby now that you left, I just want you to know,


that you being with her, baby that’s just so wrong!


I try not to judge you,  not do dwell or to cry, 


But at night I can’t help it, what she now has was mine.




I am trying to fix things, trying to clear off my mind,


Hoping to kill my demons and bring you back in my life.


But my fight is so difficult; I doubt you’ll understand,


All the things that I’ve been through, baby got me so stressed.




I'll learn not to care,  to move on I'm prepared,


'Cause a the end of the day, you’ll know we can’t be compared.


You turned out to be weak,  not the kind of man I need.


What you have with her is so lame, way off to what you and I could’ve been

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I Lied





I lied…
I could’ve broken her heart… I could’ve told the truth.
I could’ve said that I had you in my arms that night, while she waited at home.
I could’ve broken dreams and caused many tears, but I lied.
I could’ve vented out what I kept inside for so long,
I could’ve taken your mask off and see you fall into my arms, but I lied.
I lied and still broke a heart… my heart. I lied and I paved your way to your own glory.
I protected you. I lied to save your life. I lied to keep things in perfect order for you.
But I lied, and I died.
I lied, I said you hadn’t called, I said I hadn’t seen you.
I hated every word that came out of my mouth,
It felt like given something so precious of mine, to a random stranger.
You were mine. Now I had to lie… because you’re gone. 
Even if you walked through that door, the past is gone, things wouldn’t be the same.
I lied and I died. You lied and you won.
I could’ve cut your wings, I could’ve seen you walk towards me… but I lied.