Tuesday, May 24, 2016

My Grape Sized baby

I wake up every day thinking of you, and when I go to sleep, the last thought on my mind is you.  I touch my belly to feel you, and although it's too soon I know you're there.  I know it's crazy to believe that I can already love you so much, this is the type of love I've always longed for.  I know you will forever change my life, and knowing I"m here to make yours better will always make me feel alright. You are my purpose, my dream come true.  I feel so special to be able to experience this.  I no longer care about what seemed to be my problems before, you've turned my world upside down, in an amazing way.  You're all I care about and what I love most.  Your presence in y life is welcome in a way I can't express.  I promise to always consider your needs before my own, always think of you and how every decision I make could affect you.  I promise to love you forever, to protect you, to teach you to be an amazing human being, to be respectful, to choose the right, to love others deeply and show compassion, to be selfless but always love yourself and also put yourself first.  I will play with you, and read to you, and teach you things I know.  I promise to make your development my priority.  I promise to guard your health.  I promise to always be here for you, not as your best friend, but as your loving mom.  You are my world now, and no other human being could come in between this bond of ours.  I am your protector.  I will defend your life and your wellness above everything.  I love you my little grape sized baby.

Written on 1/31/16.