Sunday, June 21, 2015

Self reflection

I can be so hard on myself at times, often feeling like I'm never good enough, carrying the heavy burden of a deep rooted insecurity which is nothing but a ghost of a lie, a false perception of myself.  I know better now... I know who I am and more importantly, I love who I've become.  I am far from perfect, but I look at how far I've come and the things I've overcome and I feel like a badass.  I am a learner, I am a free spirit, I am a loving and forgiving person, I am a hard worker, I am creative and inquisitive... I have a sense of adventure that truly leads the direction of my life.  No, I don't have all the answers, and I may often have to walk alone, but I have an army of loving friends and family who have my back, always checking up on me.  I have courage and strength that I've become accustomed to but that inspires others, and I find peace in knowing that no matter what, I'll always be okay.  This last year, I've become a better leader, I've become a better cook, a better friend to myself, I've taken risks and I've gotten out of my comfort zone and I am thankful for that... For the opportunities to grow life had presented to me.  I am not done... I'm so excited about the future.