4~Susana

The intention of this blog is to keep record of my thoughts, ideas, songs, poems, letters and experiences: this is my chosen way of expressing myself. I tend to write letters to others, even when I know they will never read them. If anybody ever reads it, I hope you find inspiration, motivation, entertainment, distraction or comfort through these words. I write for me, 4 Susana, for my journey, for my sake. It's a long process, that of finding yourself. For me, for you, for all, Love always.

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

I Wish I Was Bitter

At times I wish I was bitter. At least bitterness carries some sort of passion within... it makes sense. A fueled hatred means there's fire within you; An impulse towards one direction, even if it's away from the originally intended. But when you're numb... When you're completely indifferent because forgiveness is just second nature to you... That's worse. Emptiness is always worse. All you have is a peaceful desire to remain completely still... To let life and people pass you by. There's no fire... Just ashes. There's nothing, really.