4~Susana

The intention of this blog is to keep record of my thoughts, ideas, songs, poems, letters and experiences: this is my chosen way of expressing myself. I tend to write letters to others, even when I know they will never read them. If anybody ever reads it, I hope you find inspiration, motivation, entertainment, distraction or comfort through these words. I write for me, 4 Susana, for my journey, for my sake. It's a long process, that of finding yourself. For me, for you, for all, Love always.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Nowhere

I wanna go nowhere but your arms, live nowhere but your mind. My fear of losing you has ended and I can finally act like myself again. Now that I've lost you... things go back to normal. I guess I'm so safe alone that it feels natural... but I still miss you. I have no questions... just memories. I embrace my present as is, because I know that every death of love brings a new beginning... a new chapter. I am alive and I can feel it. I know there's so much to do... and I know this exact moment was meant to be. I'm meant to be okay... to let you go... to find peace somewhere along the road. I will get there. I'm not sure of how and when... but I will let you go and let you stay in my past. I knew from the day I kissed you that it was dangerous... I knew where it would take me... and I ignored the percation signs of my heart. I went with my feelings... and god, it was worth it. I loved.