Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Just because...

I was watching this TV show tonight... and the guy said something that I really liked. I posted it on facebook, but I will try to keep this blog updated with the things that catch my "mind" too, haha. :) Life is blooming... I feel like a grown woman... finally embracing how imperfect I am. I used to always feel frustrated for what I was lacking... seeing my glass half empty. But now... even if it's less than half... I see what's filling me up... I see what makes me, me. This is a new feeling. I love new things. I love new chapters. I feel awake.




"Just 'cause you understand the mechanics of how something works... doesn't make it any less of a miracle... which is just another word for magic."

Monday, January 2, 2012

4 Susana

This is tne beginning of 2012. I couldn't be more excited about the newness of my life. I've found love... Well, I didn't say I've found Mr. Perfect, but I've found a man who is right for me and who is loving and caring... and very unique. I've moved into a new apartment and it is lovely. I've decorated it with my own style, my own things, and I feel like I'm home for once. This year was great... (2011). this was the year of adjusting to moving back home, to realizing that I wasn't moving backwards, but that I was just moving into a new chapter of my life. I've also learned that everything I've done... was ultimately for me. Everything I've ever writte, was perhaps about someone else... but ultimately it was written by me... and for me. I want to continue to write, I want to continue to dream and to organize my ideas into words. I know I don't always make sense... and that's okay... I just like making record of what I think, what I feel, and who I am. I know I will change... so I want to capture the essence of myself in every moment. This blog is for me... and I love it.