Tuesday, November 25, 2008

An End

An End
"Everything around us turned so loud.  Other voices clouded my thoughts and I stopped hearing my heart beating in my chest for you.  Everything turned cloudy and I couldn't see you anymore.  Everyone else won while I lost myself in me and my wounds.  I let myself forget the feeling which one day ruled my world.  It wasn't as strong anymore… It was even hard to believe it had been real.  You would never understand.  I don't even understand how it happened but it did.  Perhaps the feeling wasn't nourished.  Perhaps someone like me, so dependent of the truth, the touch, the closeness… just gave up and failed.  I wonder what will happen now… now that there's nothing to look forward to.  Maybe I'll sleep and forget you.  Maybe you'll come by some day.  I don't know. Where are you, anyway? "