When?

When?
Current mood: intense

When will it be me?

When will it be me… the one to be referred to as "the best thing that has ever happened to me"? When will I ever be the one who will wake up in the morning… with the love of my life, knowing that there's nothing more, no place else, no one else?  When is it my turn to let go and live for once? Will I ever be seen for what I don't even believe I am?  Will there ever be one… one to know, to understand, to love and respect… what's left of me?  When will it be me, the one to fly away in thought, reviving the wonderful, joyful moments with that special one?   When will be the day that I'll say yes again to the rest of my life? When will I move on, or start over again?  I wish I knew.  I wish I knew where he is, what to do, what to say… what to leave behind.  I wish I knew where I am.  I wish I knew what I am. I wish I knew to be strong, as I can only pretend.  I wish I was there, in the future, for a day.  I wish I knew that it'll happen to me too… that true love that I've been only a witness of.  I wish I knew I'll be complete… in time, in a stage where two are one.  I wish to live a present, in love… where I no longer hope for the future, but where I live the moment,  caring about nothing else, but the touch of his hand against my face.